This is the instrumental version of the title track of "Expose Your Self". It belongs on the album because it truly stands on its own. One of the most intriguing things about this track is that I feel it truly created 'itself' as a dangling carrot of sorts, to help me focus on making the most grand musical statement I possibly can. It is literally my first symphonic piece.
In the lyric version, every verse is like walking in to a different room. In this instrumental version this is the case too but the instruments stand out more, filling the space where vocals would be as I created this mix just before I wrote the lyrics. When i was a very young child I decided and told everyone that I am going to be a symphony conductor when I grow up. With this track I feel I am fulfilling this.
We recorded the initial tracks of electric guitars, drums, synth strings, vocals and harmony vocals on Garageband. Before I began working with Grant on drums I had worked up a synth drum version(real time) that took over two weeks to complete. I was trying to think like Carter Beauford(DMB) but it still didn't have the feeling that was desired. When Grant did his magic everything shifted. The organic nature of this track beckoned to be nurtured. He performed with brilliance, power and sensitivity. He is the consummate musician and patient as hell. He has never failed to amaze me and get the job done beyond expectations. I still hadn't written any lyrics yet. But I created synth strings, built more guitar tracks including the wild slide part that evokes a celebration of reaching the promised land of a creative freedom I had never experienced until now. Zach's piano playing is simply beautiful, magical and works as a gentle but knowledgeable guide through this vast sonic soundscape Jimi Hendrix himself may have loved to explore with me(maybe he did!).
That I begin the song with my acoustic and Zach finishes it with his old-soul flourish of piano notes creates a exciting feeling of destiny that propelled my energy throughout the project as a whole. Cello Joe(Chang) added his immense talent on cello to this track. He laid down four tracks which I edited down to one. What a thrill! I finally wrote lyrics that took over two weeks to complete. In creating vocal harmonies I recruited my mother Marie who, at the grand age of 79, is still able to hit angelic high notes from which, combined with my voice to created an almost surreal choir the embellish the crescendo outro of what was turning out to be 'the grand statement' of my recording career.
Disaster struck as I was putting the finishing touches on what was to become lost through hard drive failure. This is a whole other story and will be told at a later date. Needless to say we lost many vital tracks that became corrupt. I was able to salvage the synth strings, some rhythm guitars, melodic guitars, some of the original lead vocal, the full harmony vocals, slide guitar, and piano only. We re-recorded the drums, acoustics, lead vocals, bass. I then began transferring files into Pro Tools in January 2009. What you hear now in this instrumental is a year in the making beginning May 2008 and completed September 2009. Enjoy!